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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 01:21:22 GMT

OMG FFVII: Advent Children is so pretty! :3 I wanna watch it, but I promised Whitney I wouldn't watch it without her. Hurry up weekend and get here! I wanna watch it! -drool-

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 23:42:31 GMT

I gotsa cell phone!~ Bwahahahaha! It's spiffy cool too. It's a tracfone, though, cause I'm cheap. But it has a super cute screensaver and it's Motorola (you know? Hello Moto).

Back to school and already hating it. Why do teachers have to assign stupid interviews? Why!?

I really need to write that paper too...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 23:45:18 GMT

OMG. I finally got my license! YAY! So much fun. Me and Kiki went to the mall for Chinese, and I got the third issue on Shojo Beat. Plus I got my next issue of NewType in the mail today! Such a good day. Kiki made me go wash my car...but it doesn't look any cleaner. I'm going up to Durham on Saturday to visit Whitney, then that night I'm going over to the Beverage Gallery. Gasp! I have a social life! Someone shoot me now.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 13:55:25 GMT

Beach beach beach. Waiting to go to the beach. I should probably shut the computer down because we're leaving soon, but I don't wanna. I'm getting tired of just sitting around here waiting to leave. I need something to do.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 20:05:36 GMT

XD I have a new fave song. I'm Real - The Starting Line. As far as I can figure, it's a cover of the J-lo song. Only, The Starting Line is a billion times cooler than J-lo.

What's my name
(blowing back on this marry jane I'm analyzin' the game)
And the game done chose me
(to bring the words I can't say, its one in the same)
Ever since you told me
(there's only room for two, I've been making less room for you)
Not only god could hold me
(hug my, love me, judge me, the only man that help is above me, holla)

I met so many men its like they're all the same
My apitite for loving is now my hunger pain
And when I'm feeing sexy who's gonna comfort me?
My only problem is their insecurity

(tired of being alone) yeah yeah
(arguing on the phone) yeah yeah
(telling all your friends) yeah yeah
(you'll never understand) my love

Cause I'm real (the way you walk the way you move the way you talk)
Cause I'm real (the way you stare the way you look your style your hair)
Cause I'm real (the way you smile the way you smell it drives me wild)
Cause I'm real and I can't go on without you

Girl, I've been thinkin' bout this relationship
And I wanna know is this as good as it gets
Cause we've been through the worst times and the best times
But it was our time, even if it was part-time
My baby lookin' at me, smilin' at me, laughin' like we wasn't happy
But not knowin', ever growin' and we're gettin' married
Hard lovin' and straight thuggin'
Bitch, I ain't doin' this for nuttin'
I'm here to get it poppin', hoppin, let's ride up in the Benz
Hair blowin' in the wind, sun glistenin' off my skin, hey
I'm nasty, heh, you know me
But you still don't mess with your baby

Cause I'm real (the way you walk the way you move the way you talk)
Cause I'm real (the way you stare the way you look your style your hair)
Cause I'm real (the way you smile the way you smell it drives me wild)
Cause I'm real and I can't go on without you

Now people loving me and hating me treating me ungreatfully
But not knowin' that they ain't making or breaking me
My life I live it to the limit and I love it
Now I can breath again baby now I can breath again

Now people screaming what's the deal with me and so and so
I tell the bitches mind ya biz but they don't hear me though
My life I live it to the limit and I love it
Now I can breath again baby now I can breath again

(tired of being alone) yeah yeah
(arguing on the phone) yeah yeah
(telling all your friends) yeah yeah
(you'll never understand) my love

Cause I'm real (the way you walk the way you move the way you talk)
Cause I'm real (the way you stare the way you look your style your hair)
Cause I'm real (the way you smile the way you smell it drives me wild)
Cause I'm real and I can't go on without you
And I can't go on without you

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 01:28:30 GMT

Have you ever tried to /peel/ off a tooth? It's incredibly difficult.

I went to the dentist today (gah, I hate dentists, mostly I hate dentist offices because of all the boring magazines; I did find a Newsweek today, with interesting articles about adult content on iPods and Celeb t-shirts [one read 'FEED LINDSAY' XD]). Appartently, part of a baby tooth is stuck to my gums. There's no root or anything, and the rest of the tooth fell out long ago, but this piece of tooth had to be stubborn and attach itself to me gums. I was advised to 'peel it off'. He made it sound a lot easier than it is. And if I don't get it out by Wednesday, he'll peel it off himself. Judging by his nonchalance about the whole thing, I doubt he'll find it necassary to numb my gums first and just yank it out. Owie. ;_;

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 00:32:03 GMT

(Note: Pointless rambling will now begin.)

I <3 AAR's new music video. The one for Dirty Little Secret, you know? I've watched it like four times, and I was going to watch it again cause I found it on there site, but my computer won't let me cause it's retarded.

(Gah. Sqeauky space key. Also retarded.)

I only remember a few of the people's secrets...my favorite is the one that says: I cheated on the SAT and got a scholarship. Which makes me think of The Perfect Score, which is an awesome movie.

It also makes me wonder what my notecard would say. I don't know what it would say, and it's bugging me. What the hell is my dirty little secret? Gah. This calls for meditative contemplation.

Monday, August 01, 2005

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 19:09:45 GMT

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

-I Feel So, Box Car Racer

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Sat, 30 Jul 2005 16:23:41 GMT

I would say that my summer has been boring, but it hasn't. Sure, I've spent most of my time sitting in front of the computer looking for good fanfics, or watching CSI obsessively, or just laying around and doing nothing, but I love doing all that stuff. Right now, I'm in heaven. I have the house to myself, IMF is blasting away on the TV, I've got a good book to read, and I'm surfing the 'net for somethign interesting. I wish the summer would never end.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 03:46:56 GMT

O_O OMG The whole Harry Potter fandom has like...turned into an effin' cult. It's quite scary really. So many people obsessing over a book...what has the world's mental health status come to?

I am seriously worried. Ah well. Maybe I should finally finish the fifth one, yeah? Been workin' on it for over a year now...

(The party at Books-A-Million was awesome though! I got to see all my buddies and I got a Hufflepuff pin! :D)